in
  adequate thoughts

for

    “ming" 
pain

         in

an defens
               ( )ible

                         degree 
complication's

kNot 

Its proper inclusion

Within 
           categories
                            break truth

Its hard kernel

                                                                                                                          Minimal
is ticking

Like their charming

quark

And that rather

strangeone

upside down too 
realize that late

In becoming one

hate others 
                   will follow

Without choices

join

       all 
explode

not merely

but
disintegrate

be beautiful

no choice

but hurt 

me

who am so close

to where thoughts'

decisions

fuel 
       diesel

bomb 
        bay 
doors 
open.