acrylic

cloudy in here

the clowns are running

peeing on things.

in
  adequate thoughts

for

    “ming" 
pain

         in

an defens
               ( )ible

                         degree 
complication's

kNot 

Its proper inclusion

Within 
           categories
                            break truth

Its hard kernel

                                                                                                                          Minimal
is ticking

Like their charming

quark

And that rather

strangeone

upside down too 
realize that late

In becoming one

hate others 
                   will follow

Without choices

join

       all 
explode

not merely

but
disintegrate

be beautiful

no choice

but hurt 

me

who am so close

to where thoughts'

decisions

fuel 
       diesel

bomb 
        bay 
doors 
open.

nonself-referential

my best by far, according to me. i love it at least but i understand it from one angle and yet it has so many like the others and i want them to at least reflect ignorance if nothing else because what else is this world if not its reflection of non-ignorance? but still so beautiful. she's still so beautiful and her hate makes the shadows of her features just so. so much better than without, without which is blinding white. blinding white so bright that light that's so bright so blinding white now i'm blind and it's all darkness, again. so void. my friend.

  Fundamental shape's
awareless
 formness
tongue
            licking itself
clean

tasteful self's
sensations

awareness'
dreams
convincing demons'
being[s]
ready
for displacement

pursuing
prescribed maladies
impervious
prescribed medicine
melodies
penestrangte
be
inside the point
                         consciousness pretends
to be.