imaginary enemy
alone 
remembering me
remembering meremembering
                       you
remembering you fighting

being
pulled
into it


so power on magnetobrain
destroy the sense of peace again
and force our confrontation
of denial


  how it could have been
so beautiful
before you
open that idiot thought
and stuff it with words
leaking out like tattered rags
wiping vomit from the memories
themselves wringing dreams
caught between blood running
ahead you're pretending to care as you push 
that cloth
  through the socket 
               eye soaking
its jelly jolly mess in
 
an electrocuted magnet smiling through
cerebral slush dribbling between poles
wiped up again and again so those words again
hitch a ride from dry fibers onto live rivers
flowing from
electro vomit positively steaming
               and negatively smelling

like your stupid puke brain
again. and again

I always never knew not to give you
the time of day but except for that last second
when I push this nag that
pulsing though hearing
my blinded sigh

 behind
above
on the the cliff

on the ground
brown bloody dust
darker read than this
again
from now

so silent and at peace
'till when.